What Did I Do To Deserve This?

Just a couple of days ago I was talking with a friend about a car accident she had been in that nearly totaled her car. With tears in her eyes she told me she thought God has caused the car accident because she had been neglecting to tithe and possibly because of some other sin in her life. She said she knew God was trying to get her attention. I started explaining to her that her way of thinking was just not true.

The idea of Double Retribution or Retribution Theology is a common way of thinking among believers and non-believers. In fact the Fundamentalist churches I grew up in even taught it. The idea that righteous people will only experience blessings/good and the wicked will only experience bad/hardship is just not supported in Scripture. I never realized that I bought into this wrong theology until while getting my Bachelor's in Christian Studies I took a book study class on Job. Retribution Theology is found throughout the book of Job.

In the NICOT on Job, author John Hartley says this

"Job's three comforters articulate the traditional understanding of retribution in its various nuances. Because of their rigid understanding of this doctrine they can only explain Job's suffering as the result of some sin that he has committed...Suffering open's Job's eyes to the discrepancy between the belief that God punishes the wicked and the reality that in numerous cases the wicked are never punished and the innocent are caught by sudden disaster."

Retribution Theology can not explain why so many wicked people are prosperous. It certainly can offer no explanation for Hollywood. Why is America so blessed and prosperous? Why does God allow children to be aborted, have they lived a life of wickedness in the womb? How can retribution theology explain the killing of faithful Christians in China or Pakistan? It can't.

We may never really know why God causes trials in our lives. But we can cling to the promise that He is working them out for our good and for His glory. God's grace can allow us to have a response to suffering and hardship that points others to Christ. Yes, there are consequences to sin and we reap what we sow. I am so thankful that God DOES NOT give me what I really deserve. The truth is I do not deserve or warrant any of God's good graces; I am wicked and yet God has blessed me so abundantly.

God Moves in a Mysterious Way
by William Cowper


God moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform;
He plants His footsteps in the sea
And rides upon the storm.

Deep in unfathomable mines
Of never failing skill
He treasures up His bright designs
And works His sov’reign will.

Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take;
The clouds ye so much dread
Are big with mercy and shall break
In blessings on your head.

Judge not the Lord by feeble sense,
But trust Him for His grace;
Behind a frowning providence
He hides a smiling face.

His purposes will ripen fast,
Unfolding every hour;
The bud may have a bitter taste,
But sweet will be the flow’r.

Blind unbelief is sure to err
And scan His work in vain;
God is His own interpreter,
And He will make it plain.